MY BRAIN IS EXPLODING WITH SO MANY THOUGHTS RIGHT NOW I JUST NEED TO JOT DOWN EVERYTHING.
Okay. So the thing is, I've always wanted to get out of my comfort zone, start exploring instead of just creating images of me going places in my mind. You know that feeling when you have so many plans & ideas that you've written down on a piece of paper but you can't actually have someone to do all those things with you? That was the case for me before a girl named Fatin Mardhiyyah came into the picture.
That day I didn't sit at my usual place during forensic lesson since someone else has taken my place. So I just placed my butt at somewhere else empty. Turned out that the only sit left was besides this girl. We were listening to the professor as usual & during our 5 minutes break, I turned to her & started talking. I was at my best mood that day as I don't usually start a conversation just for the sake of being friendly. We talked about our siblings, the Azhar Medical School Association (AMSA) that she involved with, and about a lot of other things till we finally came up with the winter break topic. She asked me where do I want to spend my time during this coming winter holiday.
So basically I explained to her that I'm planning to go to Turkey. I went to Switzerland & London with my housemate last winter but I still haven't found someone else who can actually come along with me this time since my housemate is a bit short of money.
And guess what?
You can't imagine how excited I was to hear that. I was totally flabbergasted. She's such an amiable person. Me complimenting someone like this happens but once in a while, so do you understand how much I appreciate her existence in this world right now? You tell me.
I'll write down my plans in my next entry.